Recently I decided to join POF (Plenty of Fish). Why? I’m still trying to figure out that myself. My last relationship came from POF and we were together for almost two years. With being on disability, I don’t get out much and this is one of the few ways to meet people.
I was on the site for only a couple days when I already wanted to delete my account. There are a few people that struck my fancy and I have chatted with them a couple times. One of the first messages I got from someone asked what I was doing and so I replied. His next message said, “You like to suck cock?” Ahhhhhh the joys of dating websites..
But one guy who I thought was gorgeous (in almost a bad boy way) finally messaged me. He didn’t start with the typical male response, ‘Hi, you’re beautiful.’ He talked to me like he was talking to a friend. Soon he gave me his number and said to text because that was easier than conversing on the POF site. I silently screamed in joy thinking he might actually be interested in me. We texted back and forth a couple times then he asked if I wanted to hang out that weekend. I of course said yes.
I had to pretty much wipe the drool coming from my mouth while I was watching him come up to my door. We decided to watch Mad Max since he had not seen it yet. I only have a love seat so we sat very close throughout the movie. Soon he started rearranging himself and put his legs on my legs. I smiled but didn’t want to show too much emotion to ya know, play it cool. He started to rearrange again, this time putting his feet on the arm rest of one end and his head on my lap at the other end.
I was giving him a head message and he was becoming super relaxed. He started to cuddle me, trying to get my touch on him as much as possible. I smiled but made sure he didn’t see me do it.
He opened his eyes and looked up at me for a couple seconds and we both decided to kiss. We kissed for a while before realizing we needed more room to be comfortable and that the little love seat would not do. So naturally, we went up to my bedroom to make out. And what happens in the bedroom stays in the bedroom! 🙂 But this guy is so PASSIONATE. It has been a while since I dated (or made out with) a guy with a lot of passion. It’s addicting and made me want to be just as passionate.
We have only hung out a couple times but I think he maybe wants just to be FWB (friends with benefits). Or maybe he is just different than the rest of the men and really does like me as he says he does. I don’t know, only time will tell I guess. Like a normal woman, I have hope that he will soon realize how good of a catch I am. I need to remember to stop thinking so damn much and learn to have a little fun. Whatever happens will happen. If things don’t work out with this guy I am going to go back to my single life and enjoy being selfish.