Blindsided

Right now I am trying to take note of each emotion that I am feeling…

 

I feel sadness.

I feel anger.

 

I think those are the main two a person can feel after being blindsided by a friend. It’s painful when someone decides to no longer be in your life. In my situation, there also is some confusion as I have no idea what I did wrong as it was not told to me. I didn’t even get to say goodbye. And it pisses me off because I deserved a proper face to face goodbye. Not some stupid text in the middle of the night while I was sleeping. My texts go unanswered and they blocked me on Facebook. It’s hard to take this in as this person was a childhood friend and within the last few months we became better friends. I know they are a good person. Well, at least I thought they were…

 

I wanted this to be a longer post as my mind is consumed by this recent event. But I find myself at a loss for words…